Bummed.

I'm not optimistic about our chances this cycle. Stupid, I know, since FF hasn't even given me crosshairs yet. I'm fairly sure I o'ed yesterday. And our timing sucked. Then as I was trying to cheer myself up with "There's always next month", I remember that DH has a business trip for 14 days in August. Quick calculation, and yup, I should o right smack dab in the middle of his trip. Shit.

Maybe I'm just in a funk today. I hope so, because the longer I feel bummed, the more guilty I feel about it. I was tempted to make the above post on thenest, but realized I will ptobably be told (and rightfully so) to stfu. Its cycle 1, so many have been trying longer than we have, and many have husbands who travel for work a lot more than Armando is required to (or worse, are in the military and overseas).

I'm trying to focus on the positive - more time to get in shape, do more biking, and that it is too early to know anything. Not working right now.

Funny, I was worried that I would get my hopes up and have them dashed by a BFN or AF. At least that isn't the case. That would suck worse.

All right. Enough with the Debbie Downer. Thanks for reading, if you got this far. I'm going to stfu now.