Big Effing Negative this morning. Still no signs of an impending period. Sigh. I guess we'll see what happens in the morning. Depending on my temp, I'll probably test again.
But now I am kinda scared to find out the result. I dropped Armando off at the airport a couple hours ago. He'll be gone for ten days. I really DON'T want AF to show up, but at the same time, testing with him out of town doesn't appeal to me either. I guess if it's a no-show I might as well test - it would be pretty obvious to me anyway if I still had no period by the time he got home. I just feel like I'm leaving him out of the loop, and I don't like it.
I told him that I tested this morning and it was negative. He was OK with it. And I guess I am too - this is our first cycle so I don't exactly expect to hit the jackpot the first time around, but it would have been nice. I really tried hard not to get my hopes up, but as screwy as my cycle has been this month, I really don't look forward to seeing what next cycle has to bring. I've always had irregular cycles, so it seems my body is just going back to that now that the birth control is not there to tell it what to do. Long cycles have never bothered me before, but now that we are TTC, it's frustrating to think it could be another 45+ days before I'm back at this point again.
All right, enough whining, I'm getting ahead of myself anyway. We'll just see what tomorrow brings.
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